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update lol [13 Jan 2006|10:29am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

needless to say
the break was great
oh ya and i got that job at old navy
school is cool
just started
haha boys are gay
but i swear i'll just pick one and stick with him
i get bored with boys so fast
its annoying
i seriously annoy myself
i dont know why i get so bored
but w/e
i like boys lol
alright byes.

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i dont know [13 Nov 2005|11:14am]
i have a job interview today
i guess im happy about it
actually..its about time i stop sucking up my parents money..seriously..anyways..im going to go lay down and stuff. byes.
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well then [04 Nov 2005|07:04pm]
Im so bored..very bored.
i miss my friends...i havent seen DJ in forever..and i have seen Gen in forever..im sleepy..i need i job...i want a job..im so tired..and bored..its the boredom that made me tired. ya you know.
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will this is cute [01 Nov 2005|08:18pm]
the new my LJ feature..very practical!
oh well!
im tried
and im pretty..i dont know..i have a fucking headache..im just gonna curl in bed..and hate myself for breaking louie's heart...im a bitch.
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well..i feel kinda left out. [29 Oct 2005|04:01am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

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i just found out that some i care for dearly...have a relationship with someone of the same sex..and wow..where was i? why didnt she tell me? did she think i was gonna be close minded. did she not trust me? im sure she knows what i would never judge her, and i would think it's cool. she is one of my very bestfriends. i wouldnt dare judge her at all! i dont know. i feel left out. very left out. oh well. maybe it's my fault.
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tell me the truth. [27 Oct 2005|08:28pm]
[ mood | confused ]

how do you know if you're in love?

what if you did something that might have hurt the person that you might love?

if i cheated on someone i might love, how do i fix it?

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birthday whaaaaa? [22 Oct 2005|08:15am]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Happy Birthday to me!!!!!!!!!!!!
big 19!!!! yah!

im at clark atlanta this weekend
fun fun fun!

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in a few hours i'll be 19 [21 Oct 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

im happy
i have great friends
that have even made the day before my birthday terrific
lisa, robert, nacho, caylon, adam, louie, anthony, abram, iva
you guys are awesome!
much love

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Gosh [19 Oct 2005|07:16pm]
im so tense. very tense
my sister is such a bitch! i swear
just because im having a good time she has to be a bitch
shes like super bitch shes so bitchy
and seriously shes needs to stomped in the face
because shes a real bitch
whatever. im not gonna stress her
im gonna be happy
im gonna try
but im so fucking tense.
she better not catch me on the wrong day
or im gonna wreck her for sure.
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4 days until my birthday! [18 Oct 2005|06:16pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i kinda cant wait..and i kinda can...oh well..i just finished writing my paper for english that is due tomorrow..and...blah! im tired.im gonna nap..or call louie or somehting

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come on this is screaming photo op [17 Oct 2005|03:13pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Blah blah
i got into a fight with louie lastnight..he's very insecure with the fact that my family has more money than he family does. it really doesnt matter to me. but to him it's a very big deal something about him not feeling worthy..and something about him feelin out of place. it's so stupid..i would never want him to feel that way..i guess ihave to show him more appreciation..the rough draft of my french composition is due tomorrow. and seriously..haha i have no idea what i want to write..i have to make a up a fictional character...according to me..everything is pretty much ficition. i live in my fictional world. but w/e i'll write it. 5 days til the big 19. im losing my spunk about this..gotta keep my spirts high..i went to my history teacher to see what grade i got on my second test...i bombed the first one..thank god he's gonna drop it. but no wait. he tells me that i did awesome on the essay..and that was my goal..but i fucked up the multiple choice..i should have known..i spent weeks studying different essays..and making sure i knew them all bny heart that i neglected the study for the multiple choice. leave it to me..can this get any more annoying???

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Happy Birthday Will [16 Oct 2005|12:32pm]
[ mood | doing my hair!..luh!! ]

hahaha...he was the first guy i ever had a real crush on EVER..and still a great friend! Much love!

oh well..what to do today
i just painted my nails so i cant really do anything until they dry
im so tried of school...i've got to study for math..and english
i have to type my paper out..and it's the like the stupidest paper
my next paper is gonna be about the positive aspects of HITLER..hmm that will be interesting..the whole class is gonna think that im a NAZI..yay the BLACK NAZI..not really lol...i just watch the history channel a lot.

i miss louie..i didnt see him mch this weekend..haha i wonder if he knows that my birthdays coming up
considering that our relationship is so brand new lol
3 weeks today!...and i think im falling hard for this guy lol...i dont want to and i know that i shouldnt. but how am i gonna stop myself
oh well
i have to go find something random to do.

::All that shit about me being with him...cant believe all the lies that you told to ease your own school..but im bigger than that..no you dont have my back::

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Small mistake..sometimes thats all it takes [15 Oct 2005|07:13pm]
[ mood | amused ]

HAHAHA heyyyyyy
life is great for marisha did ya know?
awesome new boyfriend louie!
he's my love! kinda sorta! lol
school is grat
i turn 19 next week!
haha fun fun weekend..but louie wont be there a lil sad
ya'll would be happy to know
jason over and done wtih
haha hell yes..who needs losers in their life?
haha bums
lowlife is what my family calls him
haha everyone hates him!..lol.
but ya
im loving my rich life!
oh well.
im on facebook
sometimes on myspace
and ya
ok lol
love you all.

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Hey lovies! [08 Jul 2005|11:53pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

.....hmmm..havent been here much..one i have a myspace and two..i recently got back from florida...hit it up!


especially DJ Budd!!!!

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Hey did you know jason sucks! [30 May 2005|02:08pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]

i love it here..i love it anywhere away from jason! i so love it>.yess..im happy..so very happy..i wish he's die..or fall off the face of the earth..he's useless to me..completely useless..

i love florida! muah! heck ya

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did you know? [19 May 2005|09:40am]
and i'm making my exit next week

i'll miss you all.
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this sucks! lol [11 May 2005|03:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]

i saw Gen the other day and heck yes it was great..i miss her so much..speaking of..shit..im in deep shit..and i need to talk to gen right now..it's an emergency...

...jasons been drivin me crazy as usual..just when im finally getting over him..
...i think im about to call gen right now..or maybe i'll just go bother perrice..either way its fun..i just saw jordan and his mom at publix..i miss that kid,,it's so cool that he's graduating...anyways..thats about it..my it's hot outside..so very hot..whatever am i do??? lol..stay in the house with the A/C blasting drinking Low Fat Mocha Smoothies..and watching tons of movies...sounds like a freaking plan..haha im so smart...I WANT TO SEE MY DEEJ MAN REALLY BAD!

bye all!.

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UGH! [04 May 2005|09:30am]
[ mood | Drink up babydoll ]

Yesterday was bad..very bad!
i did something very very bad
ugh very bad
really really really good *winks*

i am going to continue to scold myself


someone teach me how to do tha lj cut thing i have pics from the last day

20 seconds to comply!

..i think i still love him..FUCK HELL MARISHA>>FUCKING HELL! GOD DAMMIT!!! FUCKING HELL! JESUS! ugh! fuck this

it's hot.

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god help me [01 May 2005|02:45pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

i dont want his love anymore
..i dont want it
...but i need it...

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help me! [30 Apr 2005|01:10pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

i know things are better this way..and i was fine..definately okay..but then why am i starting to miss him? ugh i shouldnt be..i shouldnt at all..its like against the law or something..i really dont know what i want from him..its like..i dont want to be back together..because it would be fake..but i want something..i guess i want him to be left in the same situation that i am..is it wrong to be so vindictive? maybe im just a bad person..a really bad person..but i want him to feel pain..i really do..

studying for finals..heck no! lol..i dont wanna...i miss gen so freaking much! so so so much!i didnt get to see dj! i dont know what happened tho!..i hung out with this two girls..they were really cool..and pregnant..but that doesnt take away from their cool...and i saw sergey..god he's still hot

i dont know what im gonna do..i have no clue...i think im just gonna get drunk tonight and have a blast...♥

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